if you could change the way things are.

SHARON has officially flunked :- MATH, SCIENCE, KH. and HISTORY. Big statement there!- with a whole lot of disappointed feelings included. It's not that I didn't try hard enough, because [I think] I did. Maybe being 'thesmartperson' in class isn't my thing cause it seems I practically don't have the brains to actually excel in something which I really want to achieve in the future. And, AND, nooooo! Sharon doesn't even have the potential at all - It's clearly seen that she sucks at just about anything you can think of.

I mean, seriously: -amomentofsilence- [the latest equation I came up with]

SHARON= notalent+potentialexcluded

That's the s**t right there.

But, lets just proceed to the happier side of this post, shall we? I'm sick of thinking about "what's gonna happen next?" and "how will it affect my life?"- 'Would it change me into a completely different person from who I am right now?-for better or for worse?" *I think too much* But that's how [stateadjective] I am whenever I'm about to take a step of faith on what I actually don't believe in. I don't think that even made sense but, yeeaaahhh.

-symptoms which show that sharon is in a state of 'confuse-ment' and 'freakingout-ness'-

So, from this day onwards, I shall live up to my name [That's SharonLeowHsinYuek to you - if you're blur enough to not know who I am and my name] and show people that I am capable on standing on my own 2 feet when the world is crumbling down on to me {not literally}. I shall excel in my studies in whatever way that I can, I'll focus really really hard and there might be times when I fall and stumble, but I shall pick myself up and work all the way to the top. That's if I can??? XD

Pretty good for an ex-littlemisssunshine kid ayy???



Lucas: There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.

thanks mae - for the quote and all???

"sharon's an a** and .HE. rocks my world"- as in seriously! He does XD"


1. The person who tagged you is: The greatest partner ever lived?- HoeMaeYune

2. Your relationship with him/her: Classmates/Bestfriends/Somewhat like sisters???/partners

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her: HoeMaeYune = the cutest partner i've ever had, someone who actually listens to you when you're having a bad time?, her great sense of humour, she'll make A GREAT MOM, uhhm perky???! Nawhh! she's just who she is- in that perky maeyune way.

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done for you: Oh gosh! I can't even start- there's tonnes to actually remember- thanks mae! you rock.

5. The most memorable words that he/she has said to you: HAHAH! I guess it would be the time when we were having our 'sejarah' lesson and I wasn't actually paying attention due to fact that i was reading a story book?

sharon said " sorry mae, i should be setting a good example, right???"
mae said "i'm surprised you haven't finished the book yet!"

[dearest readers, you might never get this cause it's too insane, most probably???]

6. If he/she will become your lover, you will: Uhh, HAHAH! nowaaayyy- it'll never happen so I'm not going to start imagining?

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she will have to improve on will be: Sharon says " It'll never happen!"

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: start thinking "where did I go wrong???"

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason being will be: Not getting along with her in class???- which I hope, it'll never happen again.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: GIVE HER A HUG! she needs one- but uhh she doesn't really need one from me tho.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: MaeYune's rad cause Sharon says so.

12. How do you think people around you feel about you: Mhhm, the girl who actually shakes the whole earth due to her really big mouth!

13. The character you love of yourself is: My...my...Uhh...*scratches head* - characteristics??? got that, i got that???- still not getting any???!!!

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is: Being that person who actually cares what other people think about her??? Her lack of self-esteem.

15. The most ideal person you want to be: [state ideal person's name]

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people: [I drew lots for this one, HEH]

1. MaeYune 2. MeganCheah 3. SamanthaChong 4. MarilynKee 5.Isaac 6.Jeremy 7.HuiMei 8.Andrew 9. JoshTan 10. JoyceLim

17. Who is 6 [Jeremy] having relationship with? -Uhh should I be asking him???-I currently have no clue.

18. Is no.9 [JoshTan] a male or a female? -He's not a female, tht's all I know - which makes him a male. Duhh.

19. If no.7 [HuiMei] and 10 [JoyceLim] are together, will it be a good thing? -I'll invite myself to their wedding and see whether it actually happens or not. You might never know!

20. How about no.8 [Andrew] and 5 [Isaac]? Whooaaa! Big difference there- I'll attend their wedding too!

21. What is no.2 [MeganCheah] studying about? Mae thinks it's Chris Evans, I think it's uhh ___ well, I don't know actually!

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 [SamanthaChong]? In school? uhh, Girl Guides Project.

23. What kind of music band does no.8 [Andrew] likes? Whooaaa Maann- I have actually no idea. I guess he's got a big variety of fave bands he likes

24. Does no.1 [MaeYune] have any siblings? Yeah she does__mhhm what's her sister's name again???

25. Will you woo no.3 [SamanthaChong]? Never in my whole entire life, she's taken.

26. Is no.4 [MarilynKee] single? Yeahh but she's still waiting for that special him to show up.

27. What's the surname of no.5 [Isaac]? Mr. Isaac Lim

28. What's the hobby of no.4 [MarilynKee]? uhhm, dancing, singing???

29. Do no.5 [Isaac] and no.9 [JoshTan] get along well? Heck, Yeah they do.

30. Where is no.2 [MeganCheah] studying at? ThesameschoolIstudyat?

31. Say something about no.1 [MaeYune]? MATT CORBY! I got his name right, did I???

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 [Andrew]? HAHAH! seriously???!!! can this tag get any worse?

33. Where does no.9 [JoshTan] live at? Penang. Somewhere in the world?

34. What colour(s) do(es) no.4 [MarilynKee] like(s)?PINK???BLACK?I'm out of ideas at the moment.

35. Are no. 5 [Isaac] and 1 [MaeYune] best friends? Wait! Do they know each other??? I forgot.

36. Does no.7 [HuiMei] like no.2 [Megan]? Yeaaahh, they're friends. That counts.

37. How did you get to know no.2 [Megan]? My good ol' choir buddy- who sings really really GOOD!

38. Does no.1 [MaeYune] have any pets? YES she does, and I had to ask her that! Pebbles!!! the cute little doggie???

39. Is no.7 [HuiMei] the sexiest person in the world? Whooo - Yeah she is!!! You rock Hui!

NOTE : YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED. :D [Awwwhh shucks, I kinda re-tagged the people, maeyune tagged??? EHEH!_ a thousand apologies]

Thanks *YOU* , you totally do ROCK MY WHOLE WORLD- and I'm glad <33



_lameness + random-ness = <33
Austin F. 'I think I'm gay...'
Josh L. 'Yeah you are! And I'm the queen of England'

And she's finally back from all the hustle and bustle she's been having for the whole month. No more having to wake up in the middle of the night again
[which will be approximately at 2.00 a.m.] and having to study till the early morning- just like how megan calls it, ayy??? *Burning the midnight oil* (or maybe the morning oil - cause uhh it's early in the morning-Okay, you know what? - that didn't make sense)

So yeah, I'm finally free to do 'whatever I want' and 'whatever she wants to do' includes:

[1] Having to go see The Click Five perform in HardRock Care, KL - on the 7th of November!
[*stretches out hands and starts praying* 'GOD! Please make me an 18-year old for a day'-Though it wouldn't actually happen in a MILLION YEARS- but I can dream, can I???!

[2] Repiercing my ears. [After the really funny looking sight of my right ear, I've decided to let my ear hole close. Meh. And have it pierced again? - That's just how much I want to have an ear hole or else I might as well be letting the other side close too.] Okay okay, no more disgusting facts. People, get a hold of yourself~

[3] COOKING with MEGAN - That girl's got alot of cooking talent in her body- Ahh, the sweet aroma of her spagg covered with mushroom sauce just floods into my mind everytime I think of Italian Food! She's a real great cook and i seriously need to start learning if I ever want to be like Jamie Oliver- HAHA! *never going to happen* when I grow up.

[4] Movie Marathon/Sleepover with friends
-Who's up for watching 8 shows in a row??? I know, I am. *maeyune, when's the date again???*

[5] Shoe shopping with MaeYune!- Watch out Queensbay/Gurney . We're on a run for a pair of new shoes each. And I asked the 'expert' this time to follow me. Her opinion on what to wear and what NOT to wear is waaayy better than mine.

[6] Spending time with that *special someone*
Tht's my main priority- and I want to do so-Ahh! The title just says it all Larrh.

So tht's bout my whole list. On the other hand, my dearest left me in school alone for two whole days to watch the Black Eyed Peas perform in Genting. *If you happen to talk to Josh Duhamel, give me a call- ayy???- I'll be happy to answer*

Ohh and take a really good look at this vid. Some dude with a really big wig on his head {it suits him} This whole beat boxing thing is super slick! XD

Mhmm well, till then ayy???



__you're the remedy to my broken heart__
Answer : Me - Me - Me!!!

Yeah I do- HAHA!

Anyways, I'm back again- with nothing to say actually. Hols just started and I've been doing nothing but waking up late, study, eat, and go back to sleep?- life isn't technically really fun at the moment especially when exams will be continued after hols.

__Ahh study groups were never meant to be *smiles* - HAHA! Who even created the idea of study groups anyways ??? Well, I rest my case- I can never ever study with a group of friends around- it's true! HeHe! - Whooo

- random events which happened during the weekend: Invasion of the Girls ___edited version

We made A cheese cake! Well no, actually megan did most of the work but we helped and we didn't burned her whole house down - thank God for that__& & we didn't need to call an ambulance either.

Anyways, I was just skimming through John Mayer's songs- [his songs are super nice and inspirational actually] and here's his latest i think???

__Dreaming With A Broken Heart__

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

You roll out of bed and down on your knees
and for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here
Is she standing in my room?

No, she's not
cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part

She takes you in with her crying eyes
then all at once you have to say goodbye
wondering could you stay my love
will you wake up by my side?

No, she can't
cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hands?

Would you get them if I did?
No, you won't
Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
the waking up is the hardest part.


"what's _ _ _ _ _ doing there?"

"he's the driver!"

"what's _ _ _ _ _ _ doing there???"


Mhmm, you won't actually get that phrase but it has been bugging me ever since yesterday- thanks to 'Megan && Company'__

Just a short post to keep you people busy by staring right at your computer with blank expressions and trying to make out -what the heck?- is sharon writing...it's all crapp, i know.

OOhhh! newws- someone's got front row tickets to BEP! *smiles* ahh- P.S. you should get me an autograph aite???!!! Heheh Just Kidding.

And ohh yeah! I've finally changed my blog song- Yeap, the old one was abit too crappy-

_"childish larrhh, just like sharonn" - HAH!- which is kind of true, i guess- Hey! I just like Jonatha's voice, it's just soooo uhhm peaceful???

~song plays~ _I'll try but it's so hard to believe, I'll try~_ *PAUSE*-
[you people won't get this either] XD

Anyways, did I mention Death Cab for Cutie rocks my world- I mean seriously!, It totally calms me down especially when I'll be having exams tomorrow and I haven't actually finish Robinson Crusoe-ing or Kapten Hassan-ing either- I've been rewinding the whole song again and again...Ahh! -serenity-

YOU PEOPLE SHOULD LISTEN TO IT__ special thanks to my dear friend Mae, who mentioned it to me before [=



"You complete me, You're the person who mends my broken heart- It's like someone trying to fix a puzzle and he's trying to find the missing pieces of the puzzle,- Fixing a puzzle is a real challenge, but he eventually completed it"

As you welcomed me into your warm embrace,
I looked right up at your face,
Your tender loving eyes were all I could see,
That was when I knew, "this is where I wanted to be"

__We don't need to go that far,
Lets hold on to where we are,
__If it's real, we'll make it through,
Cause All I need Is You


__& sharon's back! *appears out of thin air*

I've got reasons to be posting something up at this time of the month especially when exams are just around the corner- that is:


You rock my world! HEH- __ahh the good old times, You + Me + Aedin__

.Keep on shining brightly.

On the other hand, I'm currently trying to get tickets for 'The Click Five's Concert - anyone knows where to get em' tickets???



When we’re at the same place

When we’re on the same road

When it’s okay to hold my hand

Without feeling lost

Without all the excuses

When it’s just because you love me, you let me, you need me

Then maybe, maybe

All you have to do is hold me

And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be

If you’ll trust me, love me, let me

Maybe, maybe

And I’ll probably never have it all figured out

But what I know is

I wasn’t meant to walk this world without you

And I promise I’ll try

Yeah I’m gonna try to give you every little part of me

Every single detail you missed with your eyes

Then maybe

Maybe, yeah maybe