if you could change the way things are.





I feel like I'm missing 2008 loh.

losing everything.

God, give me strength to hold on.

close all doors behind me.
And yet another day, I stare right out from the window pane some few meters away from where I'm seated in the physics lab. The glaring sun illuminating the room which always was a little dim. From where I am, I hear the watch on my left wrist ticking it's way to 12.45 pm. I sit and wait for the time to pass it's way through, for the time to make it's way to when the school bell would ring in such a blare that class 4 Science 1 would disperse in a hurry, leaving me slowly to attend to my school books. Ring. There goes the bell. BOOM. There goes the classroom of 38 girls excluding me. I leisurely pack up my things. With my unhurried pace, I place the exercise books to one compartment and the text books in the other. Zip, goes my bag. Out I go, strolling along the corridors, making my way to the canteen where all the commotion took place...


...Gahh! I'm in need of inspiration.

stupefy
Year 2009. I wasn't to the extent of being drowned in anxiety for this year to come. I almost wished that time could stay still. To tell you the truth, I was apathetic the past week. The thought of being 16, the thought of having to put myself through new subjects in school is simply arduous and burdensome...

Lesson learnt. Live with it and move forward.

renew.
-2009, a year of difference-