if you could change the way things are.

SHARON has officially flunked :- MATH, SCIENCE, KH. and HISTORY. Big statement there!- with a whole lot of disappointed feelings included. It's not that I didn't try hard enough, because [I think] I did. Maybe being 'thesmartperson' in class isn't my thing cause it seems I practically don't have the brains to actually excel in something which I really want to achieve in the future. And, AND, nooooo! Sharon doesn't even have the potential at all - It's clearly seen that she sucks at just about anything you can think of.

I mean, seriously: -amomentofsilence- [the latest equation I came up with]

SHARON= notalent+potentialexcluded

That's the s**t right there.

But, lets just proceed to the happier side of this post, shall we? I'm sick of thinking about "what's gonna happen next?" and "how will it affect my life?"- 'Would it change me into a completely different person from who I am right now?-for better or for worse?" *I think too much* But that's how [stateadjective] I am whenever I'm about to take a step of faith on what I actually don't believe in. I don't think that even made sense but, yeeaaahhh.

-symptoms which show that sharon is in a state of 'confuse-ment' and 'freakingout-ness'-

So, from this day onwards, I shall live up to my name [That's SharonLeowHsinYuek to you - if you're blur enough to not know who I am and my name] and show people that I am capable on standing on my own 2 feet when the world is crumbling down on to me {not literally}. I shall excel in my studies in whatever way that I can, I'll focus really really hard and there might be times when I fall and stumble, but I shall pick myself up and work all the way to the top. That's if I can??? XD

Pretty good for an ex-littlemisssunshine kid ayy???



Lucas: There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.

thanks mae - for the quote and all???