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for you; from me
"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay."
Dear Samantha Chong,
Not long ago, in the year 2006, you first arrived in MGS. And my 'guesses' about you were, you were the chubby looking, cute, human-ish teddybear with the widest smile you could ever put on your face, I've ever seen for the whole 13 years of my life.
Okay, so maybe I'm a little over exaggerative here. But nevertheless, my first impression about you was a pleasant one. So, no worries Sam! Only that you owe me a lifetime supply of COKE and VANILLA ICECREAM for saying that thoughtful sentence about you.
There're just so many words I could fit into this post. And I would if I could but to spare me from the overflowing tears and waterworks bills. I shall keep this short, simple and sweet.
Samantha Chong! I miss You. I miss all the great, fun, non-sensical-laugh-our-butts off, happy, very happy, overly happy, high, extremely-high-due-to-the-massive-amount-of-coke-drank-phase (P.S. Prefects Camp), awesomely awesome, giggling-till-we-fell-off-the-chair, calling-each-other-up-when-we-had-nothing-else-better-to-do-other-than-talk-about-the-randomest-of-all-random-things- times. Even the times, when we fought over the littlest of little things, when we argued about how I should stop talking loudly and be considerate towards the rest of the students in the class...I miss it all. Oh, how I miss the days where you would stand right infront of the class to make a scene on how we should all just shut up cause there were lessons going on in the class right next to us. I miss the times where we'd spent ranting and rambling about our sister classes and how we weren't getting along with them and how we weren't getting the respect we should have gotten. (All has changed now, tho) I miss the times where I'd sit you down and assure you everything would be okay when you were unsure with life and all the hurdles which were charging like a great big red bull towards you. I miss the times where you would comfort me when I cried my eyeballs out during school after getting my heart broken again and again. I miss the ever-so-long calls we had, rambling on and on about your love life and how you were getting on with it. I miss the times where you'd stand right infront of me during morning drill and we'd be having our hidden conversations about your-you-know-who while announcements were being made. I miss the times when we'd all group together to plan the next story plot for Steffi, Mae, Kay, Scar, Langton, Fullham, Logan, Sean, Amber and the list goes on and on. I miss the times where you'd shout his name right at me to get my attention!
Gahh. I give up, there's just too many to list down.
 So here I am now, and as I slowly think and re-think of the most suitable words to say. I want you to know, that you've been a great blessing to me. A great blessing to others. A great blessing to everyone you've met in this whole entire 15 years of your life. You've always kept me happy when I was feeling a little down. With that smile of yours, I gather. You've been an inspiration to us all, Sam. And I can never thank you enough for that.
Never give up, Sammy. Know that your bestest budds are still right behind you to catch you when you're about to stumble and fall. As we continue to live our separate lives, know that I'll never ever ever forget you and what you've done in my life. Be it bad experiences which made our friendship fall way down into that bottom pit or good experiences which has made us grow stronger as friends throughout the years, I'll always cherish them with all my heart. With lots of love, Sharon
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