if you could change the way things are.
stupefy
Year 2009. I wasn't to the extent of being drowned in anxiety for this year to come. I almost wished that time could stay still. To tell you the truth, I was apathetic the past week. The thought of being 16, the thought of having to put myself through new subjects in school is simply arduous and burdensome...

Lesson learnt. Live with it and move forward.