if you could change the way things are.
a maze of thoughts.



Past. Present. Future.




Ivy shared the day before during bible class. And I don't know. My mind succumbed those words and swallowed it whole. Those pesky words lingered on till something dawned on me like a herd of cows rushing to a river stream, water emptied, milk filled which I know is not possible. How we live our past, determines our future in one way or another. The experiences we go through, happiness, joy, heart aches, broken friendships, achieving good grades, getting our hearts broken by a guy/girl shapes us to be stronger than we were before. Drat! I'm clueless on where I go from here.




Nevertheless, I shall point out my amazing weekend since there's very little to say and my brain lacks the ability to express my thoughts deeper.




Ice cream night was a blast. People came with ice cream tubs, bananas (Yes! Bananas), ice cream cones, even root beer and those coloured sickies. With another one of Shaun's amazing ideas to put on Pink Panther 2, which was a stroke of genius, might I add if the motive for coming by for cellgroup was to see James' expression while watching the movie! It was priceless, I tell youuuuuuuuuuu and a very rare occurence to see him laughing his butt off on the cold tiles on the floor due to the 16 degree celcius air conditioning which was still not cold enough! Like I said, people came with ice cream tubs and people LEFT with ice cream tubs as there were too much leftovers and mom needed her freezer back to put in her chicken and fish pieces. Frozen, of course.




JYB sessions are never a drag. When...when you get to glare at your very own coordinator for being late! But that's what happens when you don't have an alarm?! (Guilty yet? =]) And what fun would it be, if the day wasn't well spent in Queensbay for a good whole 2 hours or less with a driver who breaks too much and gave us the thought that we were all going to die sooner or later and girlfriends at the back who were too busy staring out of the glass window while I was squashed up in the middle like tuna in a can. Congratulate me, readers! I went for my first YE sales! After 3 years of invitation from friends.




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*mind's blank*


I'll update when there's a need to.