if you could change the way things are.
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I want to be able to feel.


Not just feel;


But to feel happy again.


To care less about the bad things around me and to focus on the brighter side of things.


I want to expect that I can do better in life.


I want to drive myself, to push myself to overcome my struggles beyond me.


I do not want to regret every day as it passes on and on.


I want to be happy.


Just somehow.