if you could change the way things are.
I want to be able to feel.

Not just feel;

But to feel happy again.

To care less about the bad things around me and to focus on the brighter side of things.

I want to expect that I can do better in life.

I want to drive myself, to push myself to overcome my struggles beyond me.

I do not want to regret every day as it passes on and on.

I want to be happy.

Just somehow.