if you could change the way things are.
those sordid colours.
My brain's a wreck. Literally speaking. Due to the massive trunkload of scientific and mathematical phrases I've gathered and stored into my brain and is now currently jumbled up, spiralling around in different directions, I have all the intentions of doing a small operation procedure, maybe remove and extract those brain cells which have been overly used and replenishing new ones. And honestly, I can't be bothered to think of the monthly's. Results will be out, and I anticipate a C, at least for my addmath. Oh the horrors of numbers and completing squares. Screw BIO as well. To my dismay, there were certain questions which could've been answered with more effort and more thinking, but being me, I looked right pass them. On the other hand Chemistry was not all bad? A little here and there of mistakes, but average. An improvement which was something I hoped for.

Question is, have you ever thought about the future, your future? How it's unpredictable, how God places different pathways for us to take even if we wanted to take a different route? There's just too many things to think about. Our career, our family, our life we want to live. *continues thinking* I'll get back to you on that one.

I'm currently dealing with changes. Changes which can't be helped. Changes which are present to help and not to drag me down. Just that, at this moment, it's hard. It hurts. But it's worth while. It's worth going through it.