if you could change the way things are.
fade away.

Nobody said it was easy.


Something I've been pondering on since last night. Last night's message during Youth, well...lets just say, it really hit home for me. Or however you'd like to put it. It's the thought of how have we actually come to the extremity where we are living our lives as REAL christians. Not just christians who show up to church and youth services on Saturdays and Sundays. Most to most, even Fridays as well. Not just weekend christians with an utter or absolute personality and character which is very much at odds during the days when we do not attend church.


We are all called to be an irresistible influence to all at any time, anywhere and at any place.


Looking back at the past, I must admit that there is much more for me in life which I have yet to accomplish. And frankly, I have high expectations on myself to be more than what I am today. But I guess, it all takes time and maturity. Nevertheless, I know, with every ounce of enthusiam and exhilaration...that I'll make it through, that I'll never forget my purpose of being here. Even if I tend to stray away, I know...God'll help me out in one way or another.


Heck, don't worry and be happy, right?